I just want to say what I want to say. I could tell you that I am sorry and it was a huge mistake that I have made, I am ready to change but I don't think that you want to hear any of that crap.

I am not going to try and get you to take me back as your other half. Why would you? I have been a really shitty boyfriend for the last few years, I don't deserve you.

I know as time passes, I get too influenced by the whole idea of money and I became so obsessed, eventually into someone that didn't take our relationship seriously, but girl, I do love you more than life itself. And what I want is for you to be happy. And I just hope that we can still be friends.