Santa Cruz?No,it is StarSun(WTH is this brand?)

So this is my brand new guitar that cost me RM4xx.xx.Somehow,I like the guitar for few aspects such as it is a cut-away guitar where can play until fret-20 with no disturbance, build-in guitar tuner for easy tuning of guitar strings,it is an EQ acoustic guitar where it can plug into an amplifier if you want,it has 4 tuning for plug-in namely bass,middle,treble,presence with volume control.
The only thing I don't like about this guitar is the wood quality,seriously,I'm very disappointed with it.The fret part is not smooth causing problems for sliding and pushing up.It may looks very nice from outside but inside the body,all the glues is here and there.You can see how well is hand-made guitar.T_T especially from China.

I was told that guitars from China can be named anything.Suppose mine is Santa Cruz but they named it StarSun and they are telling me it is the same thing due to same manufacturer. Wth is that suppose to mean?Nevermind,just accept the fact then.Why don't they name the guitars from China Yamaha?Everyone will be rushing to buy it,right?-.-

开不了口= 没勇气的失败

Will you believe that I bought this "BIG" size Koko Krunt just for the SpongeBob SquarePants? Ah,lucky I bought it because it became my lunch few days ago...=.= pity me
But the worse thing is they don't have this yellow span for Koko Krunch! They have it in Honey Star(If the name is not wrong -.-) Yee, I prefer Koko Krunch...
The cashier laughed at me when I asked them " Ini boleh tukar kepada Spongebob ah?" <---- While holding the Koko Krunch and pointing at the pink guy...Xp

Mut Yao Yan Dok Tak Meng Dek Ji

Zaoi yat nin qin, ngo tong ngo dek cho luen fen sao ko hao, ngo tou yat zek pat kam dek hui ngoi kei ta dek lui zai. Jek jip doh ta cut yin.Mui man doh wui wen ngo dek liu tin,ngo tong hui zao hoi ji wo man dek gam jin.

Kong zheng sam xue wah,ton ngo dong ta ji hai ngam ngam haio ji dek shi hao,wo ji pat ko hai tong ta wan wan ha,pat si chan dek yeng chang.Ngo yat jik tou hou xiong tong ta wui yao hou dit dek wang geng,ji pat go,ngo men de kuei lei,sat zaio tai yuen.Ngo hou san fu.Ta yek hoi ji fong hei.Ngo men.Ngo si fao tou hai yat yong....

Mo kei loi,ngo men tou yuen yi woh peng dik fen shao.Ngo pun loi tou moh mat si,moh mat xiong,tan hai tong ta wen ngo dek shi hao,yat ji yao yat ji,ngo pat neng fao yeng,ngo kei sat yi geng bei yi qin gang ka dek hei fun ta.Ji pat ko ngo pat kam xu chu hao.

Yao yat ji,ta man ngo, ---> (Yi gu lei yao fan dek wah,gei tak ton ngo kong,ngo xiong fan)
Ton ngo man ta dek shi hao,ta xu : Ngo yi koh lei pai wui tong nei kong.

Jao kam yong,ngo jau saw kang kang dek dang ta yat seng kei,ton ngo kei shun sek bei ta dek shi hao,ta mut fok ngo dek shun sek.Jau kam yong,ta pat kin - Yat sing kei.

Ta yat jek dou mut wan ko ngo,ngo dou yat jek pat ji dou fat san dit mat si jeng.Jek jip dou kam yat leng san sap yi tim zhong,ngo da hoi Friendster gei bei ngo dek Email.Ngo tai tou,ta tong kei ta lam zai dek gei jiong xiong.Ngo jek jip pat wui lam ta.Pat wui xiong dong ta hui yat jai dek gei wui.Sei sam ba la ngo.

我本来是还有东西还要写下去但现在因该是不用了。现在的她比从前还要快乐好多啦。我也不需要再努力还是什么得。只是好好地读书，好好的祝福她们所拥有的一切。也许是我不懂的去爱一可人吧。当我拥有的时候，我却想失去她而也从来不或没感谢她留在我身边。当我真真的失去时，我又死命的去追回她回来。哈哈，我想这是我因该得啦。
如果我想会我怎样的去对待我的女朋友，真的是有一点（zi kui <-- 不会写）。我买了一条项但那个主人因该换了吧？

Wasiat <----Huh?

For those who drop by my blog,you can always come back to this blog for new post(s) in the future.I mean from time to time when you remember my little tiny blog posts.Haha,I'll always type emotional stuffs...Xp

Sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you,
And I know I can't take it back,
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds,
and baby the way you make my world go round,
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame,
It's harder to get through the days,
You get older and blame turns to shame..

Emo Speech

Men – A very sensitive creature (Kuat Jealous Creature)

Women – Very talented in creating jealousy stuff for men

Just remember this little issue by suddenly that do bothering me sometimes. I found out that girls love to make those people around her jealous and especially their boyfriend. I been through this stuff too and I did not really responded well for this situation.

I been asked for THREE times whether am I jealous until I retreated and stick to the wall behind me and I just kept on saying “No, No, and No” and why should I be jealous of? To be frank, I really don’t know why I’m saying that although I’m seriously kind of jealous of those acts. Maybe I just want to stay out of troubles and don’t wanna be a guy that cherish for freedom. Just trying to give more freedom to each other.

But now, I’m thinking…Am I wrong for covering up my jealousy? Or girls love to see how much her boyfriend will jealous if they interact with other men? Shit, I guess I started to change my style to a numb numb style or I’m just not that childish anymore?

Yeah, I know how girls think and want when they are showing some special acts that they do not do often such as doing something that makes their boyfriend jealous. But the most terrible is I try to disobey the law of humans’ act. Such as trying to get an opposite reaction for the action. I guess this is a bad behavior.

If I get the chance been ask from a special person whether am I jealous of other guys get to be close to her, I would definitely say ________bla_____bla_____bla_____ want to know what I want to say? Ask me then…XD – reserved for girls only(a special one)

Before end, I just want to tell out that actually I’m jealous on that day especially during the time at VA and I’m kind of regret for covering it up when you asked me and finally make you saying that I do not love you anymore. I just don’t want to create an argument between us. I appreciate us.

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突然好想你...没理由

时间

上天给每一个人的时间都是一样，是看我们怎么的去珍惜每一分每一秒的时间。时间可惜的是它不能从来，可喜的是它也不许从来。珍惜每一分每一秒，也是代表珍珍惜每一个在你生命中的人而珍惜你还没遇到的人。
你所付出的不一定会马上得到结果。耐心等待，总有一天，你要等待的一定会出现。

God is giving equal amount of time to every single life in this world, it is all depends on how we appreciate every single second of time. Unfortunately, time cannot be set back but pleasant, time need no to be set back. Appreciate every single second can be represent by appreciate every single person that you had met in your life and as well as the people that you not yet meet too.

What you sacrifice now doesn't mean that it will bring you success on the spot. Wait patiently, believe that what you are waiting for will appear on a special day in the future.

-This Translation Is For That Banana Joanne- XD

Don't Lie

I guess I was just lying to myself by covering up the matter.
我一直以来都还以为我已经忘了，也许我是不敢表达本来的我。一点都不简单。当我知错而已经改了，一切都已经不像那样的完美。
如果为了和一个你想在一起的另一半而一直的去改变自己 - 不段的改变，改了又改。那段爱情还有意思吗？
如果留下来是因为对方不断地求你，而令你觉得他/她很可怜以留下他/她身边。还有意义吗？

Two persons can be together for a very long time is because they are very compatible with each other. They doesn't need to change much to earn the happy relationship. Keep on changing yourself to fulfill one another shows that both of you are not suppose to be together. Don't mistaken, this point refer to all type of relationship but especially is for love relationship.

Don't stay because you are pity for others, stay only if you really want to and willing to do so.

Answer

For over a year I been asking myself a question frequently whenever the past flashing through in my mind when I’m recalling my memories but I’m very lucky enough today because someone answered my question.

Actually, this is not an answer but an explanation that was just simply shot out from his mouth because he was talking too fast I guess. Funny guy, trying to explain everything to me by the knowledge and experience he gained from a bible.
That was really a good answer you gave me and it solved my puzzle for trying to get the answer. Thank you.

-Why do you want others to tolerate with you while you, yourself aren’t tolerating with others?

-If you do not want to tolerate with others or vice versa, you can stop everything between you and the others- including love between a non Christian and a Christian. I still remember what she told me on that day when I was standing at the gate. I won’t forget how she look like, what she’s wearing and every single word from her.

Give more and expect less

My 2009 Mooncake Festival EXP

Erm, today is such a great bad day I ever had with my dizziness. Celebrating Mooncake festival with lying on the bed because my stomach was not feeling well the whole afternoon. Eat = vomit
Lucky enough one of my friend is still around in this college (my roommate). Thanks for his help and suggestion on helping me to get well. I never eat anything since morning till evening around 5 to 6 p.m

What I ate today was fish chip, a cup of Milo, one can of 100plus, Dutch Lady milk, chewing gum, drinking water and cookies. What a weirdo right? No rice or noodle for the whole day!!And now is about 4 o’clock in the morning while my friend and I still haven’t make up our mind to enjoy our sleep yet. What we did the whole night is playing RESIDENT EVIL 5. Sounds childish yeah? Don’t blame us, we have no other better entertainment. Nevermind, we will go for a movie tomorrow. Opps, is today afternoon time.

During last time when I was still so well protected at my hometown under the sight of my lovely parents, I never get satisfies but now, when I fall a sick, who will be here that is going to care about me? I guess I have to say – NO ONE! Sounds damn pity right? It’s ok, just have to get used to it. Clinic is near and a private hospital is just beside of my lovely college. No problem, no problem…Shit, I hate loneliness.

-May God Always Guide Me-

Men's Talk

One of my friends here – Grandson of Bao Qing Tian ß (My roommates) got so annoyed by the matter of love recently. He wants to love but scare to do so. Why? That’s why we had a men’s talk.

He and the girl once promised each other that they would stay as friend and not to love each other. They both do have special feeling towards each other. This is what we are pity of – 明明很爱你但却无法去爱. They are worrying that if they do hook up together but at the end they break. Indirectly, does friend relationship still exist between them? If so, how strong is it? Whenever boys and girls aren’t coupling with one another yet, they are very big mouth you know cha? They will say “Haiya, even after break up, still can be friend ma” Then if really break up already, are they still contacting each other like old time? You thought old town? Can go sit there and enjoy your cup of new tea everyday there? Some boundaries will exist between them. Can you still treat your teacher very nicely after they slap you infront of everyone? If you can do it, please teach me too.

I had been through all of these fuc*king shit and I know what exactly is happening around me. I know that every people have their own stories and I have no offence on it. I’m just sharing my thought – My Thought

Sometimes, loving someone special to you silently is a very blessing act. It is not necessary to couple of with him/her that you love so much. Watching them getting happier and happier with the presence of someone they need more than you. While you just able to stand aside and share their happiness and be grateful. At least you are still allowed to watch over them. No enemy is spotted.

I likes to watch “TVB Drama Series” because the love story inside is just simply too wonderful and I always love the ending of those dramas. But, in this reality world, nothing is as wonderful as inside of the drama. Why Superman can fly? It’s because it is a Movie! =.= No one can actually fly in Earth. If I’m the director, I can even make Superman become invisible.

Television is not real life. In real life, people have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs – Bill Gates

For an example, a drama that film about Dynasty Qing – a Hero can actually fall in love with a hooker and get marry with her. Sounds funny if that really happen in reality. Not to say it won’t happen, but not that perfect right? Do you ever aspect a doctor or even lawyer to get marry with a hooker? C’mon man, it is all about full filling the requirement to be together. It’s not 19th century anymore, it is 20th now! Just forget how your papa mama can got marry with each other because that probably won’t happen to us anymore.

What am I trying to say is “Standard”. How I can couple up with a girl that is higher standard or lower standard than me? Working girls, Studying girls, jobless girls, emotional girls and Oh My God, Love is confusing @.@ what am I mumbling around here? Sorry guys, I will write about this when I got an idea of it.

There are 3 ways of loving as far as I know, First is the puppy love ( Famous among all those just started their hormones flow). Second is the teenager love (Where you want to keep in touch every single moment “Oh My, I cannot live without you” period). Lastly the third is mature love ( where you love one another with a mature thinking, have strong faith and trust between one another – Nah, summary is not that fuc*king annoying, have more private time) ß I guess I’m already in the third category huh.

Always believe on your mate. Don't always on your imagination mode. Giving each other more private time to complete what they want to archive before your both are fully bounded to each other and have your own family through marriage. That’s what my ex taught me.

I’m still a student here. How do you expect me to couple up with a girl? Yeah, I always can but where do the money come from? C’mon, you are asking me to use my mummy’s money and go court girls? My mum giving me pocket money for one person usage only, not to ask me feed other people’s daughter. =.= But I was lucky enough because my exs are very good girlfriend, they knew that I’m not rich and they did shared paying when it’s time.

Weekend Weekend, Another Weekend

It’s a very boring weekend for me again at my college’s hostel but it’s fine for me. Nothing come for free right? I trust that I will enjoy my future later while suffer now.

Wow, quite sleepy today huh, was doing what we named it “Men’s Talk” yesterday and only slept for few hours before going to my class today morning and that was quite an interesting thing I learnt inside the class. Always read the facts for mathematics! If they do not need you to read and know the words, why they wrote so many words inside a mathematic book? I was screwed up in the class.

It’s kind of embarrassing. =.=” I’m sorry teacher, I will do better next time.

End Of My Raya Holiday

Well,today is the last day for my Raya break and I will be returning to my college again.Well,to be honest,I don't want to go back there but nothing can be change.That's really sound very kiddo for sad to leave home and go back to college.
It's so much fun at my own hometown.Let's compare it on few fields -

Home = red
College = blue
Food - (Restaurant,Fast Restaurant,Mamak,Roadside Food Stall) (Canteen,Cova,Mamak)

Going Somewhere - (Drive,Ride,Cycle,Walk) (One Choice = walk)

Free Time - (Online & Offline gaming,surf net,yamcha,longkai,BOOKLESS) (Offline gaming,study)

This thing on top is just some examples by comparing my life at hometown with my life at college.
During every time when I know that I'm gonna go back to my hometown,I'll be very relax and can't wait to get into the bus but whenever I know that I'm going back to college,I'll be nervous for tomorrow's journey.It will takes me 5 hours to go back to college or go back to hometown.It's really freaking me out for returning to college buy yet I Have To! T____T

5.39 am 26th September 2009

I feel like some kind of moody.Feel like I still unable to forget something.
You shouldn't had messaged me today - you makes me feel the presence of you

Why I named my nickname "Ace"?It's because I"M ALWAYS DOING MY BEST!

Admit-ion

Without realizing,the time passes one day after another in just a single flip of my eyes lips.I'm 18 years old today and thinking back all those days that I had pass through will sometimes make me feel funny,admire,disappointed and stupid as well.

My memories started to reset since 2 years ago,it is exactly 2 years.26th Of September 2007 was a very special date for me last 2 years but it doesn't even matter for me anymore.
2 years ago,I'm a 16 years old teenager which being half mature and the other half is childish of course.
I never try to understand those problems faced by people.What I want is they treat me perfectly.Whenever my girlfriend did even just a very small matter,I'll get angry and start to open an arguement topic with her.
I remember that on one day,I had a big quarel with my girlfriend and I started to comment all those things I don't like about her and this had really caused a serious scar for our relationship.Never think of how serious the matter will get and will never care about how people will feel - That's the Poh Sing during 2 years ago.

After breaking up with my 1st girlfriend,I really thought that I could change myself directly or indirectly.Taking the previous relationship as a lesson for me so that I could do better and treat people more nicely.

So,after getting used to my single life once again by calming down myself for several months,I started a new relationship with a girl.The problem came once again - I being too childish again.Never care how my girlfriend will feel after hearing all those sacastic words from my mouth.Maybe that's the nature of myself,I really need more time to change myself completely.

After breaking up again,I spent some time thinking over and over and over again.What am I?How could I lost the sense of understanding?Not long later,I started to be able to see the world more clearly and widely.Understood where did I went wrong.Without doubt,I guess it is because I'm getting mature and mature as time pass.

By thinking back all those mistakes I had did,it really freaking me out.It's time for a brain revolution.I'm not a small kid anymore.I know what I need to do.

Let the pass be history,
Let the present be a gift,
Let the future be mystery,
Always praise for everything you are facing and having.

Time is a potion for love pain {family,friends or life partner(s)} Always trust in faith.
Time will determine everything and even change everything but yet still,you need to change yourself too in order to support the idea. Change for something that will bring good to self and others,do not change for something that cause tragedy.

Jealousy

Do you ever feel an unusual feeling when people around you are doing better than you while you cannot win over them?The most technical is when you are losing to people infront of your girlfriend,wife or the lady that you like.I guess there is no other better words to describe you when the situation is happening other than these words - "You're Jealous And A Failure"

This kind of situation do happen to every single person in the world.I won't be an exception right?
There will be some other ways or views and even different stories to explain and understand what is "feeling"
Let's talk about my grandma's story.I had been trying to understand the concept of feelings through my past that I walked through for past 2 years.Let's shorten it to the main point ok?

My past girlfriend fell in love onto somebody.At first,I was thinking about this and that.How to get her back,how to win over that boy?Is it I'm no one compared to them and bla bla bla.Probably because I'm very jealous and scare to lose.
But after I been thinking for several months,I found out that why am I forcing something that doesn't belongs to me anymore? She will probably have her lesson for choosing the wrong guy(LalaZai in Cantonese).Then after several months,she did had her lesson.In not a long period of time,she met a new guy and started a relationship with him.

From that guy,I started to understand something.No matter how good you are,there will always a better one.By looking at how happy they are together compared to me,I do feel happy for them,jealousy is no longer exist in my eyes when I see them.He is better than me.

Jealousy will only make things turn even more upside down.So,why are we stubborn to admit that others are better than us while keep on pushing self to do the things that they are able to?We learn from better one not by having competition with them but by having competition with yourself.Nothing start from infinity.It always start from zero.

"Professional was once a noob too"

Whenever something bad happened,stop for a while and enjoy a cup of Teh Tarik.Think for a different view that you can see from.I know humans are selfish but humans should understand each other.Understand their problems. One minute of enjoying is short but why do one minute of waiting is long? Why do you hate waiting for people and started scolding his parents,grandparents and so on but why do you hope for apology when you are late?

Humans' nature is extremely hard to be change.Everyone will only understand what is the true meaning of "Appreciating" when you lost something precious. I was once a failure too but I hope what I learnt will be able to help one who read this.

-AcE-

What Are You?

Is the world fair to all of us?How big are you in Earth?You are just one of billions of people around and why you will blame God every single time whenever something bad happen around you while not trying to open your eyes and see the real world clearly?
You break your arm,how about those without arm to be break?
You can gain knowledge through proper education,how about those who are down syndrome?

There is nothing perfect in this world,don't ever feel that you are an exception.Nothing is perfect in this world including human who think that they are the most perfect compared to animals or insects.An example is an ant.

What makes you think that you are better than an ant?Because you're bigger in size?You can kill it within 1N force?The ant shall ask you back,can you get into 1cm hole freely without getting stuck between it? As it,every objects exist in Earth have it own specialness.So do humans and other things.

Humans biggest weakness is having the unusual thing that can either bring peace or harm.The weakness is to have "Feeling". Where do the feeling come from?To be honest,I don't know!That is why robots can kill human effectively.They don't feel any pain.They have no mercy when looking at your pity eyes when they are going to end your life.

This is where humans fail every single time.A successful man can become a fallen man in one flip.As well as girls too.

Thus,I don't think we as one of the living creature living in this big Earth will have the right to ask "Why the world is so unfair" The world is fair by itself.It all depending on what view you are looking from.

-Give More,Hope Less-

Getting Better Or Getting Worse Than Before?

I did learnt many things that I shouldn’t do or should do from my previous life I guess – But no matter what, I’m hoping that I can improve myself from time to time but I guess I still need some time to do so.
But recently, I did mistakes again – getting angry because of some silly things but maybe it is because I don't like the silly things.

There’re too many things that I had promised myself, probably I can’t recall all of them but there’s one promise that I will always remember and I will never do it again!

So, I got a new relationship not long ago and I just have no comment on it – If you’re asking me - “Yeah, I love my current girlfriend very much” By the way, I’m still figuring out how to get our relationship stronger even though we do always get confused between each other. I just want to tell her that "I love her" and "I mean it" every single time I’m telling her so.

Surely, sometimes I do have things that I don't like about you and things that I hate you to do it but I don't dare to discuss about it – probably it is because I afraid that it will spoil our relationship or I just too lack of confident. But I do hope to get more attention. I need no one except you.

Hope we will just getting better from time to time. Trust me baby. Time is not a barrier that can stop us.